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 I have so much support and love from you guys!

I miss dresses too much...


So here we go again!

zain needs to be happy!

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Assalamualaikum...

Its been almost more than half a year since I posted anything..

I don't know if I am not being fair to my readers...let alone be fair to myself..

I suddenly am here...thinking of just a year ago..it was January 2010.. the merisik..and 3 weeks after that, it all came to an end.

So maybe I am writing today, as a way to express  that I am moving on..or at least trying..and that even though there is much anger, it made me more mature through time.

Apart of me wants to just close this down, as it pains me so much, but after all these months, I still get so many emails of which exudes gratitude and appreciation, especially on matters of the DRESS.. So, its you guys that still reminds me I still can dream.. no matter how little the dream can be.

Its such a joy to see the other lovely ladies went from a bride to a wife and then a mummy.

I need to extend my apologies, for going AWOL. I did not attend some of the weddings.. I buried myself so deep in work just to distract the head and the heart, but last November, I was hospitalized due to exhaustion and an infection. 5 days in the hospital, I realized I had to go back and start loving myself.

So my 2011 resolution, to try and start dating again.

Mind you, at this age, the single guys not so much. lol.

I want to start blogging again.. its therapeutic actually.  but only if you guys will still be here and still support my oh so very shattered heart.


So we'll see how, it feels like to fall in love all over again. Inshallah, Amin.


with much love,

Zain

Of times

It didnt work out for me. Its been awhile. But it hurts just the same. One day this will be okay.

Fresh Faced

I love looking at Christina Hendricks.

She makes me feel its alright to not be thin or slim for that matter..haha














owh...red hair is nice.

Long Time Coming

Salam....

MasyaAllah...

I think its been soooooo long since I shared anything..

So much has happened... Work has been horrendous..

personal laptop pon sorta had a glitch...

and so many other dramas

There has been tears... sadness...cuddles from good friends...

its been ok... seems like its getting better..

Zain harap things will only get better from now on.

And Zain mohon maaf sgt tak join the big gathering at Zone Park.

they say, sometimes the best gifts comes in the ugliest packages.....

Updates > Congrats Amy, Sylla WLT

Oh yeah.....


Blogger  is still TOLLING me..

Zain takleh comment kat other blogs...n now I cant even comment on my own...ish....Am I grounded or something??


Well u know blogging is a therapy session to me...


so I got to spill dress details smores....

  I find this one gorgeous..

And this one reminds me of Diah's super gorgeous wedding dress...

the color mama wants for the nikah.....

The soft make up for the engagement...(perasan eva pula..hehe)

I want a three tier cake on nikah day to cut and share and have guests try them too...havent a clue on designs yet though...everything is just soooo breath taking, you dont have the heart to cut it..

The cake better taste good...

Zain nak ambil kesempatan....to wish Amy and WLT, the best of what dreams may come...Amin..

tak boleh comment on other blogs

hello darlings....

dah lama zain tak blog.... apart from busy at work, kalah bees...and some on the side drama....zain penat...trying to get rest..

and to make it worse....zain tak boleh comment blog b2b yg lain...zain try comment at Amy's, Sabs,wlt, Cik Belle, Diah, abby...etc.. sume tak boleh...geram....dah seminggu lebih...ish... what is the matter!!!!


if any of you are having the same probs..let me know...or how to dissolve this issue...I miss commenting... I miss being apart of this small getaway world from my so hectic schedule!!

by the way i like this veil... ( sorry had to do a fashion statement jugak dalam2 frust nih )


love xx